21. here we are again. it's mirka's monthly portrait time on the eames rocker. so what's new? well, i experienced her first big, big, tantrum on the weekend. it was time to leave the park & let's just say that that wasn't to gracie girl's pleasing. i was on my own and man, oh man, was it embarrassing. so embarrassing. defeating. exhausting. i had secret, shameful thoughts about not wanting to be a mummy anymore & if only i had somewhere to run away to, trust me, i would have. alright, so that aside, she is still my little papoose & such a cutie. i'm even getting more hugs & kisses these days.. maybe almost as many as her daddy gets and that's something. they have their own language those two. the latest is that they watch the muppet movie together & mirka absolutely loves it. laughs.